When i'm just thinking a little, i always find myself lost in my mind and i find lack in my ideas, i tried to control my feelings a long time ago,but that didn't work at all, cause i was searching for answers to my questions
maybe i'm just ... i really don't know ,maybe i have to put more of hard work in what i'm doing to find my answers if i want to get to know myself, because i obviously don't get myself at all
that's insane right?;maybe i'm just hallucinating now,but i'm really lost in my thoughts, it'sreally in vain. i don't have answers to my life ,can i actually find tehm in the near future..mmm..maybe i will ,or maybe not,but i have some hope ,if i make it through the walls that i made in front of me (=TェT=) ...so
just fighting for me ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ