here i go again
sitting in my bed fighting my insomniac brain
into putting closing my eyes and letting the darkness
be everything i see
got tired of watching others happy when i can't
even put myself to peace, like what more do i need
?to do
it gets harder to breathe as the dark consumes
the room, consumes me too
i miss the old myself, myself who used to not fear
sleep everynight without fear
didn't think i'll make it past 15 and here
i am being lied turns out i'm not even 19
i'm only 17
thoughts inside my head never shut up
i'm trying to swallow down everything i
get told
my twin sister please don't be a part
of my imagination, you're the only
.one keeping me away from the dark